And now is when I say "I AM sorry"

Today I'm gonna write a sad song
I'm gonna make it really long
So that everyone can see
That I'm very unhappy

I wish I wasn't always wrong
I wish it wasn't always my fault
But the finger that you're pointing
Has knocked me on my knees
And all you need to know is

I'm sorry, it's not like me
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow

I wonder what my mom and dad would say
If I told them that I cry each day
But it's hard enough to live so far away

I wish I wasn't always cold
I wish I wasn't always alone
When the party is over
How will I get home?

If all the rules were made to bend
And you swore you were my friend
Now I have to start all over again

Cause though it's going to take your place
And I'm scared I'll never save
All the pieces of love we made