Cannot talk!!

How can I say it without hurting you?
How can I say it without hurting myself?
I've been waiting for this moment my whole life, but I cannot talk!
I was just one step away from saying it, but I just couldn't
It hurts me so badly!
And you don't even realize it

I could tell the whole world but you
I don't know
Maybe I Am already insane and I just can't accept it
I'll live with this forever
Or until you see for yourself

Well, let's be realistics
You'll never figure it out
So I'll be still forever

And now is when I say "I AM sorry"

Today I'm gonna write a sad song
I'm gonna make it really long
So that everyone can see
That I'm very unhappy

I wish I wasn't always wrong
I wish it wasn't always my fault
But the finger that you're pointing
Has knocked me on my knees
And all you need to know is

I'm sorry, it's not like me
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow

I wonder what my mom and dad would say
If I told them that I cry each day
But it's hard enough to live so far away

I wish I wasn't always cold
I wish I wasn't always alone
When the party is over
How will I get home?

If all the rules were made to bend
And you swore you were my friend
Now I have to start all over again

Cause though it's going to take your place
And I'm scared I'll never save
All the pieces of love we made

Where am I?

I don't know where is my possition
I don't know where is his possition
I don't know why I am here
I don't know why he is here

I don't know what to do
I don't know how to do it
I don't know where I am going
I don't know anything

Center of the universe

- Yeah! Sure! You're totally right. She's nobody! The only think she wants is attention, so don't trust her!

- It's impossible!! I can't stand it! I know she's in problems right now, but she doesn't do anything to change it. I've been talking about the same for more than seven months but she doesn't understand!! Really, I think I'm going crazy!!