My love right now

"As my life shatters around me I only see you.. As my smile becomes fake and my heart is in two.
I can’t help but think that what we had is now gone.. The tears can’t stop and my heart is torn.
As the years fly by I watch u and slowly get stronger. Then I got to the point I thought I didn’t need u any longer.
But one day you walk right back in my life and smile. And my heart can’t help but beat a thousand miles…
We’re only friend but sure it’s better than nothing. But I sometimes wished things went back to when I imagined u as my husband..
I hide how I feel for you as best as I can now. So I don’t start another war between us and lose the second round…
Even though we’re not together my heart is taken. And maybe ur feelings about me will eventually reawaken…."